Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Back to Normal!!

How glad I am to let you all (assuming a virtual audience) know that I am back to my normal life style…going late to bed, getting up late in the morning, studying only when I want to, doing all the things that I longed to…I now feel that I spent the last one and half months in a different world, a world I am entirely new to, wherein illusions of excellency overpowered emotions of mine! (Refer to the post below). I remember ‘forcefully’ feeling glad then at the end of the day coz I spent the day as it ought to be! But then, I knew deep inside that I was not really happy. I felt tied up in some framework without the freedom to choose my actions. But now, I broke free and can do anything I want to and more importantly, be myself. I don’t mean to say that I support disorganized lifestyle but want to stress the fact that freedom enriches the soul. Success and Failures come and go but our soul will be with us as long as we live, or perhaps for even longer, and it is in our interest that we take care of it. As I pronounce this, I am really happy…Am I?

4 comments:

Sameer Jain said...

urrrgh! why that last "Am I?"

Rekha Devarapalli said...

The toughest thing has always been trying to know what I actually feel...(penning down what I think I felt is easier!)

Anonymous said...

There might be doubts in your mind .. But there are NONE in mine! Thats surely something which makes me HAPPY :-)

Anonymous said...

Oops .. Sorry .. Didnt write ma name on my comment on top :-)