Sunday, February 13, 2011

Time to fly

Newly married, a nice husband, new place and a beautiful house awaiting with all the time in the world to enjoy, a scenario I thought any normal person would find exciting. Strange enough, I feel lost. I am not there yet but I feel like an alien about to enter a wonderland. I am not sure if I could ever belong to that place but I feel removed from my world. Sooner ot later, I knew the time would come when I have to be part of someone else's world, but any amount of preparation isn't enough to face the moment. You built your own world, bit by bit, over the years and all you could take along are two tangible enclosed boxes weighing 40 kilos in total. It makes you feel uneasy and wierd though it should hardly matter in this world of technology where everything is just a click away!

Does it sound familiar to you?

2 comments:

Shallu Goyal said...

:)))
it does happen to everyone..whether u r flying or not..its the same feeling in India also...nicely put up that u create ur own world bit by bit and one fine day u have to pack ur bags and shift!!!..this change is really not so soothing in the very first thought but as they say time takes care of all...for me being settled in a happy marriage with a loving n caring hubby i am still waiting for that time...when i can think past my old world...

Rekha Devarapalli said...

Hey shallu

"Once moved, u can't go bak" :))